LOH #157: Some People Might Misunderstand But I Know I am Powerful

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Many of my peers and blockmates describe me as tough to read. Yes, I am an ambivert, but I keep my multiple personas hidden. I learned how to communicate with other people based on what they show me since I meet and chat with diverse personalities. Only some people, in my opinion, deserve my generosity. A few individuals will put me to the test, which I despise. I want people to respect me as much as possible. Unfortunately, some individuals misconstrued it.

I've recently experienced black energy around me. I'm not sure whether or not this is a supernatural skill, but I can tell when someone's aura is different or unfavorable toward me. If you ask me, I actually had that feeling earlier this year. I believe that numerous individuals are casting evil eyes at me because I seem to be mentally unstable, disoriented, and troubled.

I attempted to think about it. Is it possible that I am being too harsh on others? I keep thinking that some individuals might erroneously interpret me because I am intellectually proficient.

I'm the sort of student who prefers organized activities. I also make sure that all of my members are moving and carrying out their responsibilities. There were also instances when I became dictatorial, which some people might hate. I attempted to communicate with my other buddies. I keep asking them whether I'm being too tough. However, they continue to reassure me that my attitude is proper and that maybe others might be frightened since they can't do what I could.

I sometimes want to be silent, but my domineering identity always emerges from my lair. And I dislike people who are so dumb that I have to basically spoonfeed them everything in order for them to comprehend it. I learnt to be selfish this time. As much as possible, I want them to be independent and figure out how to properly comprehend something. If you show me kindness, I am helpful. I do not tolerate people who are lazy or dumb. I want to assist people as much as possible, but when I realize that folks around me are simply exploiting me, that's when they'll probably hear my criticism.

Even today, I manage to appear two-faced to everyone around me. When I see individuals working hard to improve, I feel good about them. Furthermore, I exhibit my snobbish side when I know she contributes nothing to what we do. I think that everyone has an evil side, and it is up to them how to express it to others.


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Nevertheless, I am not bothered if everyone resents me because of how I act. All I want is to graduate on time and find a solid job that offers five to six figures per month. If they interpreted me incorrectly, I'm fine with it given that I know myself better and have nothing to prove to other people because I'm happy with who I am right now and have embraced myself.

This is my entry for week 157 here in LOH. Thanks for reading, ladies!

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We weren't born to please everyone madam.. If they resent you, let them be for as long as you know by yourself that you aren't doing bad.
Just focus na lang sa fam mo ☺️

!LADY

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Exactly ate @jane1289 😇😇
Sabi nga ng iba sadyang intimidated lang daw tlga ang iba sakin saka para kasing ako ung ate ate sa class namin kaya one of my persona is maging authoritarian.

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I like that you don't care about what they say or think about, I think that's the highest form of self love, you love you for who you are.

I think I can relate with the thing about experiencing black energy.

Thanks for participating sis.
!LADY

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Yesss, I do appreciate all my efforts... Even tho there is no one that appreciates that. ❤️

Woah, black energy... I will make a blog about that soon. May I ask if you see things that aren't normal? Or just feeling a dark aura?

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I don't, I think I just get the stay off vibe like it's automatic with some people.

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Continue to be focus and do what you think is best for you.
We can't please everyone at the same time
Thank you for sharing this.

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I think sometimes your groupmates/friends are thankful to you for being strict, if they're not, they should be. After all, you're helping them too.

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They are thankful in a way that they are getting benefits from me being an authoritarian... But I really feel their backstabs... Some are just inggit or what... 🙉

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