No cell phone? I couldn't imagine myself without it-Week #183

It's very difficult for me to imagine a day without a phone, for several reasons, among them my work, I am a doctor and I have patients who call me with any doubts, secondly my family, if I were without the phone and away from my family I would worry that something could happen and I would not be able to know it, if I am with them there are other members who do not live with me, I would worry too.

In third place, this is more like a trauma, until a year ago I was married to a narcissistic manipulator who was also extremely jealous, he controlled everything, he was always waiting for the moment to pick up my phone and check it, I have the concept that the phone is something personal, and that if I trust you, I expect the same in return, and not because I was hiding something from him, but because of any detail he saw in the phone he made a problem and we argued, that made me have the habit of not leaving the phone alone, not for a moment, even separated from him, I maintain that habit, it has been very difficult for me to forget it.

In fourth place, the photographs, I do not have a professional camera, and I love to take pictures of everything, and without the phone that would be impossible, and in fifth place, and no less important, Hive has become a relevant part of my life, the source of my creativity and my second, or rather my main job.

Of course I would love to disconnect for a whole weekend, in a field or beach away from everything and completely connect with what surrounds me, enjoy my own company or that of another person, without interruptions, I think I will achieve it someday, even having a professional camera would help me, since without taking pictures I could not achieve it, but for now I will be connected and tied to it.

Source
All the photos are taken by me.
The cover was made on Canva.
Translated and formatted with Hive Translator by @noakmilo.