Death & Dreams in a NUTSHELL | LOH CONTEST #154

Death & Dreams

Death can’t be avoided but hope for dreams to come true which keeps us alive.

1️⃣If you were to die tomorrow, what would you wish you would have done while you were still alive?

A living being always has to face the death. It’s a normal procedure which can happen at any time with anyone. Death is inevitable but it’s very painful when someone dear to us leaves us forever and it’s hard to accept the reality. One day we all have to leave this body and taste the death. No one knows what is ahead of us if we will wake up tomorrow or not. But the ray of hope for dreams we continue our life normally without being concern about death. Like we don’t think that if we will wake up tomorrow or not. I have never thought about it soo deeply until today because @ladiesofhive arranging weekly contest with some unique questions, I could not resist but participate.

If I don’t wake up tomorrow means if I die, the thing I would wish for the day before I die that would be like to spend it as the way I have spent everyday with prayers. I have no regrets or anything left unfinished. But one thing I would wish that…

• I would have married the person that I would love while I was still alive.

• Ride a roller coaster with him. There’s a reason that I have chosen roller coaster ride it’s because since childhood I have always wanted to ride roller coaster but my parents didn’t ever wanted to ride it and I didn’t have any siblings also I was not allowed to ride it alone because my parents would panic. My mom used to say you can ride it when you are married to someone he will happily do it for you. Since then I did not take ride for roller coaster because in my
  mind it was settled that the one person I would ride it with that would be my husband.

• I also want to have a candle light dinner. I want to wear a beautiful gown and watch him in a suit and tie. And have a couple dance with him, he would be holding my waist and my hands will be on his shoulder then we are gonna dance for a while with a soft music in the background and it will be our last dance.

• After reaching home, I would hug my parents for the last time and have a small chat with them.

• Afterwards, I would go on a walk with my partner. Actually, I am too lazy to walk! so I would ask him to carry me on his back. I am not that much heavy I hope that he can walk properly while carrying me haha.

• Then seat on a bench count the stars with him and have the beautiful view of the moon. My head would be relaying on his shoulder and I will be hugging his hands. In the end of time I would like to die in his arms, my last breath would be peaceful in this way.

2️⃣ What is your big dream for your life? If money were no object and you could do with your time whatever you wished, what would you do with it? What would you create?

My biggest dream is to be known as a well known gamer in Bangladesh and win a Lan Tournament, hold the trophy in my hand also want to represent my country worldwide to build the esports scenario in my country.

Already I have the name and fame but it’s limited to only (one to three) gaming community and I want to be well known all over my country. I want to shine like a bright star which no one can bring down. But I know everything has a downfall at a time but I want to keep myself up there with my efforts. Money was never my target to achieve. Yes, it feels great and it’s beneficial to get paid for my work but I have never thought of it like that.

I have played in esports for 3/4 years and I have never taken any salary from any team. I have always played for free and it’s like from 3 pm to 12 am or 1 am for hours and hours continuously we had matches scrims and tournaments and I have never bragged about the time or salary. I have played for them for free even though we had sponsors. I have always wanted to learn instead of doing it for money so I have played non-stop without any benefits. But only once in 2022 I have played in a team for 3 month and took salary of 1 month it was because I wanted to lend some money to my friend for emergency. Afterwards I didn’t take any salary for the next 2 months.

I have always played in boys team because their lobby is hard which is beneficial for developing my skills and also boys team they would not take any girl player in their team and they think that girls can’t play so that’s another reason for me to play without salary. Just because I wanted to play at any cost so I didn’t bother about salary and if I don’t play how can I learn? Or improve my skills. I just needed opportunity to prove myself and not the money. I have always prioritised my gameplay.

I feel that if I can play really good and prove my self in this dominating gaming community then I would be representing all the girls and they can proudly say that it doesn’t matter which gender if it’s a boy or girl anyone can do gaming and be best at it. Game is not played physically so no one has anything less it’s only about using IQ a which anyone can use, gender is not a barrier for gaming.

Then I would like to create influence for esports gaming community where girls are not seen as a less competitor and highly respected as a gamer not disrespected by people for being a girl. Where there is no gender discrimination whether it’s a boy or girl and everyone must be appreciated. Also in my country gaming is not valued that much so, I want to create an environment which inspires everyone towards esports and is valued as other career opportunities.

THANKS FOR READING💖

! currently I don’t have a partner wish me luck so that I can find one and then die peacefully haha 😆

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About the Author

My name is Haya, I am from Bangladesh, currently I am a student and I started my journey as a content creator in 2019 , Mainly I am interested in gaming, I am a professional Esports player of PUBG MOBILE. I am known as the most famous female player from PUBG MOBILE Bangladesh gaming community. Mask is my identity I do not intend to reveal my face in future that’s why you will see me in mask in every pictures. I have taken interested in HIVE because it’s the best platform for a content creator like me. I also like travelling, photography, drawing, gardening, blogging and many more things I intend to attempt in my free times.

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